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Ella_Belle
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" when everybody leave 'u
when nobody beside 'u
best friend will always be at ur side
sharing the happiness
sharing the sadness
keep u warm when u feel lonely
keep u smile on ur bad times
give u hand when u need it
give u apologize even u don't ask"
..:: [@19,2K1] ::..

[Somewhere I Belong]

When this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find that I'm
Not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to lose
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own

I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
[Erase all the pain 'til it's gone]
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something i've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everywhere/only to find that it's
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
'Cause I can't justify the
Way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain/hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
The fault is my own

I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be
Anything 'til I break away from me
And I will break away
I'll find myself today

I want to heal
I want to feel like I'm
Somewhere I belong

posted by Chester 76 on 190303

Maafkan Aku Bila Aku Mengeluh

Hari ini, di sebuah bus, aku melihat seorang remaja tampan dengan rambut sedikit ikal. Aku iri melihatnya. Dia tampak begitu ceria, dan aku sangat ingin memiliki gairah hidup yang sama. Tiba-tiba dia terhuyung-huyung berjalan. Dia mempunyai satu kaki saja, dan memakai tongkat kayu. Namun ketika dia lewat ....... ia tersenyum.
Ya Allah, maafkan aku bila aku mengeluh.
Aku punya dua kaki. Dunia ini milikku.

Aku berhenti untuk membeli sedikit kue. Anak laki-laki penjualnya begitu mempesona. Aku berbicara
padanya. Dia tampak begitu gembira. Seandainya aku terlambat sampai tujuan, tidaklah apa-apa. Ketika aku pergi, dia berkata, "Terima kasih. Engkau sudah begitu baik.Menyenangkan berbicara dengan orang sepertimu.Lihatlah, aku buta."
Ya Allah, maafkan aku bila aku mengeluh.
Aku punya dua mata. Dunia ini milikku.

Lalu, sementara berjalan. Aku melihat seorang anak mirip bule dengan bola mata biru.Dia berdiri dan melihat teman-temannya bermain sepak bola. Dia tidak tahu apa yang bisa dilakukannya. Aku berhenti sejenak, lalu berkata, "Mengapa engkau tidak bermain dengan yang lain, Nak ?" Dia memandang ke depan tanpa bersuara, lalu aku baru tahu dia tidak bisa mendengar.
Ya Allah, maafkan aku bila aku mengeluh.
Aku punya dua telinga. Dunia ini milikku.

Dengan dua kaki untuk membawaku ke mana aku mau.....
Dengan dua mata untuk memandang mentari dan bukit-bukit.....
Dengan dua telinga untuk mendengar desir angin dan segala bunyi.....
Ya Allah, maafkan aku bila aku mengeluh.

taken from eys-islamys
posted by meirawan
mey_ira@yahoo.com

ps:4 meir, sorry if i put this stuff without ur permission...

WE STILL WAIT FOR YOUR PARTICIPATION
just send your piece of shit to
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awan hitam berjalan...
mendekati sebongkah awan putih yang sedang melenggang
dengan anggunnya..

awan hitam terpesona, mencoba mengejar,
mendekati..

sang awan putih terus melenggang..
dengan pesonanya
dengan ayunya..

awan hitam berlari..
tak peduli duri...
tak peduli peri..

dan awan putih terkejar..

mereka dekat...

lebih dekat...

lebih dekat...

melekat...

melekat...

namun tak terjerat...

awan putih kembali melenggang..
kembali menjauh...
tak terjangkau...
tak teraih...

awan hitam terdiam...
tercabik...
terkoyak...

menangis...

menangis...



membanjir...
ia marah....
menggelegar...
airmatanya membasahi bumi....


lalu perlahan ia tersenyum...
menyusut airmatanya..
menyusut amarahnya....
dan kembali mengejar...

tatkala ia melihat awan putih yang lain...


posted by Nina gak keren samasekali
[homunculus@plasa.com]
li'll girl with big eyes......;)

I woke up in a dream today,
To the cold and the static,
And put my cold feet on the floor,
Forgot all about yesterday,
Remembering I'm pretending,
To be where I'm not anymore,
A little taste of hipocrisy,

I hit you and you hit me back,
We fall to the floor,
The rest of the day stands still,
Fine line between this and that,
But when things go wrong,
I pretend that the past isn't real,
I'm trapped in this memory,

And I'm left in the wake,
Of the mistake, slow to react,
Even though you're close to me,
You're still so distant,
And I can't bring you back,


No, no I won't let you control my fate,
While I'm holding the weight of the world,
On my conscience,
No, I won't just sit here and wait,
While you wear your options,
You're making a fool of me,
No, you didn't dare try to say,
That you don't care and solemnly swear,
Not to follow me there,
No, it ain't like me to beg on my knees,
Oh, please, oh, baby, please,
That's not how I'm doing things,
No, I'm not upset,
No, I'm not angry,
I know love is love,
But love, sometimes it pains me,
With or without you,
I'll always be with you,
You'll never forget me,
I'm keeping you with me,
No, I won't let you take me to the end,
Of my rope, while you burn,
And torture my soul,
No, I'm not your puppet,
And, I won't let you go,

No matter how far we've come,
I can't wait to see tomorrow,

It's true, the way I feel,
Was promised by your face,
The sound of your voice,
Painted on my memories,
Even if you're not with me,

posted by Chester 76 on 9/8/02

First time i see u...
U look so special 4 me...
Can't forget ur smile....
Keep hearing ur voice....

Or that just some stupid thoughts.....
Feel u in my mind...
Feel the pain in my heart.....

! just can't understand....
! don't know what 2 do...
! don't know what 2 say....